Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Is it fear? Or logic?

Day #2:

Goodness, this relationship freedom is complicated and wrapped up with fear for me.

I started out the day thanking the trees and the leaves for being green and breathing in the muggy, cool Anchorage summer air.

This morning I spent a few minutes watching a vlog from Gabrielle Bernstein about letting it be.  Relax.  Trust.  The universe will take care of you.  Listen to your ~ing or your inner wisdom and she will guide you.  She will guide you and take care of you.

So, I'm trying, and perhaps fear is showing up for me in the form of logic?  Are logic and fear different?  Are they the same?

I don't know, but I do know that sometimes it feels safer to keep a distance and to stop something or some relationship before it has the chance to hurt you.

I choose to be open to love and I release my faith in fear.  This is my learned mantra.  I'm imagining white and pink glittery light opening up my heart to possibility and to trust.  I promise to be true to myself no matter what, as well.

What will happen?  I just need to trust.  I'm trying...  It's tough.

Love and peace.

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